Naming the Beast
by Alienhippy
You say that you love and understand me
So, why do you say I should change?
If you love me, accept all my failings
Stop making me feel I’m deranged
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I came to terms with the fact I’m dyslexic
I’ve learnt all about my syndrome
I’m learning about all the walls I keep hitting
and why I’ve always felt so alone
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But now I can give you a title
To the traits that have always been me
It has caused you one massive problem
Because love doesn’t always want to see
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I’m not broken, I am happy, I don’t need fixing
Stop stressing yourself, it’s not your fault
I am obsessed with finding a new way
Of using my looping mind volt
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Remember when I was a kid
and gymnastics made me feel tall
I was quick, I was brave and I was bendy
I didn’t break every time I took a fall
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I would have done somersaults on concrete
and hung upside down all day long
But then it was given a title
and a club to show what I did wrong
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They had mats for me to fall on
Spring boards and beams and first aid
and even though I was fearless
Those who loved me were very afraid
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I see this again in my family
The title has given the fear
but just because the beast has a name
It will not just simply disappear
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In fact I’m looking for a new club
With people of similar belief
Naming the beast may have caused you fear
But, for me it has given relief
- Fun drawing dragons with my daughter
- Fun drawing dragons with my daughter
- Fun drawing dragons with my daughter
- Fun drawing dragons with my daughter
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I wrote this poem in November 2009
To read more about me follow the link below
They are wonderful 🙂
Thank you Tilly. Love and hugs. xx 🙂
I love this poem and all of the dragon drawings! I wonder what our dragon fixation is?? Hmm…
I relate very much to the words in your poem. Lovely, Lisa!!
Love you so much!!
Angel
I love you too Angel. xx :),
I wonder what the dragon thing is with us Aspies?…hehehe
Perhaps we can figure it out together…..Narf!!!!!
I’m glad you have started this new Blog as I love Poetry in particular. You could easily have your work published if it’s what you wanted. Collating your poems in this way is a great help to others,
There was an animated film on TV yesterday about dragons, I wondered if you may have watched it.
Love you Auntie BAP xxxx
Thank you Auntie Linda, Love you too. xxx 🙂
Forgot to mention the drawings are brilliant xxxx
🙂 Well you did teach me these things. 🙂
Love it very much Lisa. My daughter and I have a thing about dragons too!! Yay, another Aspie Gem.