Who am I?

by Alienhippy

Can anyone tell me who I am?

As I sit and wait to see God’s plan

Only times ticking on, and I’m getting older

My once hot faith is now growing colder

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Years spent in searching, trying to understand

Making sense of perseverance, being guided by Gods hand

Only now I feel a nuisance, ’cause it’s me who’s feeling weak

I don’t know where I’m going, I don’t know what I seek

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Trying for so long to hear this nagging voice

I need a navigator to de-code me with this choice

To follow in the path the Lord wants me to take

Become Gods will for me, and not become a fake

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Serenity is what I need, and not a head of chaos

Can you help me Jesus? Give me strength to bear this cross

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Emotionally damaged, my life is yours,

I’m waiting to see where to go

I don’t have the confidence on my own,

My self-esteem is extremely low

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I feel a failure most of the time

I’m negative about myself

I’m trying to reprogram how I think

It’s not good for my mental health

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Still small voice, calmly speak

As your will I will seek

Be my friend as well as my Lord

As I fight the good fight

Choose to walk in your light

Be my armour, my shield, and my sword

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I wrote this poem in September 2008

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